living death.

Do you realise how quickly time passes when you live life almost like a zombie? I wake up at 1pm almost every day, then I will say that 4pm isn't so far away—a mere 3 hours—and 4pm comes and I will say that 8pm isn't so far away—a mere 4 hours— and 8pm goes and I will say that soon it'll be 4am again the time when I begin to go to bed—because sometimes it can drag to 8am—then the next day restarts at 1pm or so. Yes it is great to live to watch new sunrises and/or sunsets but you know what, life goes on and on and on forever and ever and ever and you will be a fool if you think new sunrises and sunsets are the things that make life worth living for because one day, someday, sooner or later, you will come to realise that everything becomes a habit, even the habit itself becomes a dreary addiction you need to kick. Nothing lives again, nothing nothing to the end of time. We are essentially dead.